Welcome To The Darkside

Firstly, convocation was awesome. Meeting all of my friends in such a dense place creates an emotional joy in me. Furthermore, it was nice to meet Kahlil and Joe; thanks for coming to the convocation.It’s cool to see that most of my friends are already working; good luck in your working life guys.

Eventhough it was a happy day, however, there is a glitter of insecuritiness on that day, for me at least. Thinking what’s next after convocation sends a shiver down my spine. I am skeptical about the future, not to mention excited as well. Will i be able to convince myself that i will be able  to achieve on what i set for? There are too many uncertainties in the future, and that’s what frustrates me.

I was always taught that we would always be able to predict the output given a set of input, however, life is not like there. But life won’t be fun if it’s predictable, right? I always thought that after getting a 1st class for my degree, i am all set for work, ready to join the system. Life , on the other hand, has other plans for me. Thought i could have a piece of mind, but i can’t, because there are so many at stake. The more you think about it, the more nervous you’ll get. The more you desire to achieve it, the more you’ll change. I can feel like i am slowly losing myself, consumed by the madness in me.Sanity is too overrated anyway.