Welcome To The Darkside

Have you ever been in a situation that you don’t even know on how to react? Your harmonious train of thoughts suddenly become staccato? Your iron-like will power turned flaccid at that very second, making you to contemplate on what you should do. You were ambling around , not knowing that you will soon become a stupor. Your personality then crumbles. You have no idea of who you are anymore. Without you knowing it, you have made an irrevocable decision. Nothing seems the same anymore. You have gotten what you have always dreamt about, but along the way, you have turned into the very being that you detested. The end doesn’t justify the means, or does it?

Her angelic countenance permeates through your soul. You can’t deny it any longer.  An unconditional love that binds your soul to hers. Someday, you will going to look back at this very day, and thought to yourself, where the hell did i go wrong? I should have gone for the world but instead, i went for her. Is she worth all that?

Diary Of A Tortured Butterfly

Written by:Che Ahmad Bukhari

"Don’t find fault,find a remedy."-Henry Ford

Kok Arn and I went to the Siemens talk being held at Sheraton Subang a couple of days ago. The talk was by Dr Claudio Crini regarding about Siemens equipments and also the basic of Radio Propagation. The hold course was for 2 days..and food was provided. It is quite a rare opportunity for me to experience hotel dining, so during those 2 days, it was all esoteric to me espescially Chinese Food. The experience was an enjoyable one. It gives me an opportunity to build a rapport with all of the staff present.

"I think, therefore I am."- Rene’ Descartes

Such a small world. Recently, i’ve met another participant of the PINTAR program right here at Sunway Maxis. It seems that he is also under  AEP from UM. His name is Faizal, it was nice talking to him, even though it was only for around 10 minutes or so.

Finally, i am done with updating the route infos of the BTS. It was a tedious and cumbersome job but relatively simple. I am  to determine the route from every BTS up to the BSC, excluding the capacity issues. Not a bad job for a trainee, eh?

"Any fool can make a rule- And every fool will mind it."- Henry David Thoreau

Sat down  in a meeting/training with my colleagues yesterday. I didn’t really take part in the meeting, just being there as an observer:). Anyway,the meeting was about whether or not we should purchase the new software called Connect. Connect is sort of like an integration of current Maxis Softwares like MSTT, BSDS ,HPS and Map Info, therefore, a centralized system is possible and it will be able to avoid data congruency error. Plus, the software is user friendly and has a lot more extra features. The price? A whooping US35,000.

What fascinates me is the technical sales guy. That guy is from UK, Chello is his name, and he has a very high interpersonal skill. Eventhough i’ve only met him for the first time, but he acted as if we were old buddies. He even talked about his LOTR obsession with me and called me a Dragoneer, whatever that means..:)

"We are what we repeatedly do."-Aristotle

CATE Deeparaya was awesome! I have never realized that there are a lot of beautiful working women here at Maxis espescially in CPC. Way better looking than SFD They look more sophisticated and more decent than the average university girl. Plus, they are waaay more mature.

The food was suprisingly decent. There were even Satay Kajang. It is nice to catch up again with another colleague of mine, Wan. It’s been a while since the last time i chat with him, glad to see that he is doing well at USJ Warehouse.

"Give me beauty in the inward soul; may the outward and the inward man be at one."-Socrates